Novenber 30, 2008

One of the most important dates in my life :)
its kind of suckish that i can talk about this, being that im only 16 lol, but oh well...
I sneak out one night.. usual shit. just a few days after Thanksgiving.
off to Torrence's. my spot. lol.
we weren't dating at the time, but still really close and talking.
(:
but anywhoooo.;
so i go over thee, and he slides my in the house. we're just messing around and being stupid.
then we kiss.
then we make out.
then we're in the bed.
lol.

ughhhhh, my v-card still stashed in my back pocket. i had no idea it was about to get maxed out, lol

i'm laying there, thinking its gunna be like every other time i come over. just 2nd basee. haaha.
ohhhhhh nooooo.
he takes it out.
it goes in... FINALLY!
lmao.
it hurt. the most excruciating pain ever.
i couldn't believe it. shock ran down my body, simply because i never saw the day coming.
such adrenaline, omg. but the pain.. brought pleasure. so much pleasure. :)
i fckn loved it.
i kinda cried.. haaha, dont judge me.
but it was amazing, nevertheless.
ahhhhhh.

then we go again.. and again. lol
each time it just gets better.
a few hours later, we're done. and i call my best friend, bianca. lol

Bianca: Hello?
Alexa: Omg guess what?
Bianca: *giggles, what???
Alexa: I just had sex !!
Bianca: OMG SERIOUSLYYYY?
Alexa: lol yesssssss.

blahh blahh blah girl talk, lol.

the night ends with a kiss, and me going home. i got my ass beat that morning for leaving lol, but it was all worth itt (:
November 30th, ill never forget that day.