A song for mamaa.

omfg mann.. this song had me crying, forreal :(
its so oldd, by boyz 2 men. one of the best groups everr.

A Song For Mama - Boyz II Men

sweaters andd peanutbutter:]

omg mannn..
i dont feel good.
i got the the chills and shit lol.
today, uhmmm... SAM CAME BYYYYYYY :)
and she brought me somethingggg..
a sweater.
well a hoodie.
that she stole.
from Aeropostale.
just for meeee =].
lmao.

beassssssst man., i fckn lovee her.

and in exchange,, i gave her a jar of peanutbutter.
that i bought.
well my mom bought.
from kroger.
it was JIF =]
just for herrrr :)
lol.

we are terrible children,, lol.

Sam, I Am.

lmfao,, im on the phonee with samantha.
and we're talkingg.
about her previous status arguement, which contained her, me, chris, and her dyingg-ass ex Ramaddan "bitchmeal morroc-gay." haaha. ahhhhhhh.
and then talked about chris.
and my bitchass dad.
and everythingg stupid in the worldd :]

then she tells me her and chris had a rap battle....
haahaha.
*funny thoughts.
so here it goess..

Chris: battle me punkk.
Sam: ... okay.
Chris: alright.. you go first.
Sam: ok.
Chris: GO!
Sam: i cant i'm nervous.
Chris: just go mannnnn.
Sam: *clears throat. "My name is Sam, I like to eat ham, when i walk down the street all the boys go DAMNNNN.

Alexa: (hysterical laughter)

SMH, i love these people.

Tupac// Drakee, Ahhhhh;

uhhh, well, i was on the phonee wiff my bestie brandon =) when he tells me that he saw the autopsy of tupac.. like the picture of his dead body on the table. so i google it... and OMG,, it was sooo real and disgusting :/ ughhh.. and i have a sensitive stomach sooo.. that really suckedd for me :( i would provide the picturee but;; i really dont think its appropriate. youu can look it up yurselff.

well thats the tupac side of this.....


the drake side.. omfg =( this guyy falls. and it wasnt just any fall.. it was a banana peel, slip and bust yur ass fall. fckn ridiculous. like everyone knows that he tore his ACL or whatever, and thats a really bad injuryy.. but he goes off and performs anywayy!!!
ughhhh.
and lil waynee is just an asshole, lol. listen to him in the end.


SMH,, damn drakee. lol

Apples && Nuts :) lol

heeheehe...
last night, well this morning; was soooooooooooo un fuckn real.. haaha.
i got one thing to say...
me+daniel=BEASTmode.
lol.
Ahhhhhhhh.. how funn was that. a night filled with alot of apples, and a whole lot of nuts. lmfao

Calm, cool and collected.

those are three thingss i most certaintly am not.


yesterday.. i talked to daniel :) damn near my entiree day.
it was kinda like there was no outside world.. it was just me and him,, lol.
i mean there was one i just wasnt paying attention.
Ahhhh;; we fought like we were in a fckn drama series! like we just kept fighting.. one after the other.
and me and him are both just consistent shit-talkers.. (so you can only imagine the content within these arguments)
lol
ilovehim sooooooooooooo much man.
you know that babee (:
but that friend of yurss... now thats a different story....

since i know hes reading this, i could continue this blog talking all types of shit about him.
but being that i was requested not too.. i wont say anythinggg... remember.. "dont caree.. its not worth it."
yesss.. i listen :o]

ohhhhh, daniel ndd his stories. like the one that really had me crackin up, is when some white kid in his church said "fuck obama.." so being the black person that daniel is.. he naturally gets up out of no where and smacks the shit out of him. it just looks so fckd up in my mindd lol. *true storrry. OH,, and the bitchh with the pussy that looked like a chicken sandwich. haahaaaha ohhh shit. priceless.

and samantha! shes not leavinggg.. yet. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. i am so fckn happy. i cant wait to see her, whenever that is; lol.
but yeahh anyways, since everything has been going pretty great, im endingg this hoe on a good note. byeeeeeeeeee:]

Videoooo blog.. kinda? lol

well the other videoo kinda got deleted, haaha. but i havee this one too, wiff daniel; yeeee =]

Fckk marty.

OMFG.!
samanthas leavingg.
ugh.
fucked up day.
FML.
FHL.
FOL.
:(
i love you sam.

In the shower... ?

in the fck'n shower.
i thought, and thought. no distractions, just the shower. i'm in there, and i'm thinking. when i finally come to a conclusion.. that just makes so much sense. i'm sitting here waiting for the "right time" and doing whatever i can to be "different".. when the answer to all my questions is right there!
trying something different, can mean.. a little change;; or BIG change. and in this case, i need to make a huge change. i seriouslyy dont wanna fckn do this. just thinking about it made me cryy.. but, it makes sence! its different! wayyyyyy different! he deserves it. we both do. so despite this, ill always be there. you know that. and ill ALWAYS love you the same.. Time cant erase a feeling this strong.

Samantha Corrine Hicks :)

Ahhhhhh (: here she is.... and her one eye. lol.
my BEST fckn friend.
I'v blogged about her a little beforee, but now i feel she deserves her own WHOLE blog, lol.
dangg man, i love this girl, to death. like wow. and you know what?? i feel so damn special, because sam doesnt even LIKE people!! so to be considered her best friend just makes me feel like an amazing ass person! lol. soooooo.. where so i start.? i dont really have to say much, cause our friendship explains it all.. but i want to. just sooo all you guys can know what a true friend is. 8] okayy;
*clears throat.
samantha, most girls/boys are intimidated by her? i would be too though. shes fckn swole for one thing, so theres your first impression when you see her. and then she's a MAJOR shit talker.. who backs it up. she may say she doesnt talk shit, but shes a fckn liar, i hear it constantly. lol. So DO NOT GET BOLD and charge her up, its not worth it :]
she's on that "do anything it takes" type shit, lol.
she stolee a ladder for me once.... long story. she's stayed with me throughout all my dumbass decisions, and vice versa. I mean wow, we're so alike!
really man, ill be thinking of a smartass comment, and she'll have already said it.! haaha. we're fckn crazy mann. like not normal. lol;; but we understand eachother, soooo well. nobody else can understand why i do the things i do :/ even if i'm soo wrong, she'll ALWAYS be on my side.
iloveyousamantha (:

ATL, haaha.

This is my favorite scene from ATL, trying to determine whose more country lmao.

Teeenage love affair.

I love this quote in the song. The best thing i've ever heard :)
"Want you to be my first, my last, my ending and beginning..i wrote your name in my book, your last name my first, I'm your mrs.."

That thong song. lmfao.

ahaaha, i was looking at videos, and i found this. like wtf?
this just about killed me. haahaha.


Thong Song - Sisqo

but he did that incomplete song, like i really like that one. lol

The right timee.

ughh.
this couldn't be any worse.
i gotta sit here and wait for the "right time" ...which is undoubtably driving me crazy.
but its worth the wait. thats what i realized. so ill do it even if it kills me.

ughh.
countless fuck ups. different people. well.. thats alexa for ya.

ughh.
"prince-less" i am, but dont mind the anger and sarcasm in that other blog. i love that boy like crazy. no jokee. just me being bitchy again.

ughh.
im movingg, idk when.. but soon soon soon. i cant even imagine it actually. i can imagine not attending travis though. thats more of a dream. lol. just not leavingg the ppl i grew so close to that live around the corner from me :) mmmmhm.

ughh.
and around the corner brings "you" up.
i sooooo miss you. i wish you knew. i wish i knew. i said i didnt want it anymore, but you and god knows i dooooo. :(
but hey, itll soon come out.. just wait. well.. ill just wait, till the "right time." and when that time does come, i truly hope its right, and im doing the right thing.

ughh.