Inevitably.

soo i havent really blogged.
but heyy,,, i think its about time. *sighhhh.

i moved. finally. HUGEEE house. its beautiful.
my last day at my house wasnt really all i expected. i only said bye to dana; shay; and bryan.
by choice.
because... well, idk.
i guess some things are harder than you thinkkk.

...
goodbye travis.

a very GOOD bye. i couldnt be happier to get outta that placee.
so muchh drama. so little time.
i hated it.

but i will always have those who are true to me :]
bianca of course :]
kelseyy,, yessirrrr.

its like i can only trust so many people.
i cant believe i gotta let go of some. just because they betrayed me sooo badlyyy. and i gave them trust??
oh well.

now im just trying to find myself. no more drama. no more nothin. only associate with a few.. or 2.
andd... well, be a better person. because iv come to realize soo much. my life that i was living was soooo wrong. in many waysss. full of deceit and lies. and bad grades.
it took me losing something SO important to me to realize that. i never knew the impact i could have on someone. i never knew that I could be the one to hurt a heart. but i never wanted to be. ever.
so sensitive, and so fragile... and yet i can be a destroyer.
we all make mistakes. some more than others. and sometimes it takes one time.. out of a million, to realize what yur doing and where yur going.
so now, i find myself. my better self. nd i move to be a great person.
and hopefully.
those will forgive.